The sequel to the internationally bestselling South Korean therapy memoir, translated by National Book Award finalist Anton Hur.

Whenever depression or emptiness came calling, I was all too eager to open the door of self-pity and go right inside.

Baek Sehee started recording her sessions with her psychiatrist because she hoped to create a guide for herself. She never imagined her reflections would reach so many people, especially young people. I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki became a runaway bestseller in South Korea, then Indonesia, the U.K., and the U.S., drawing readers with its frank and vulnerable discussions of depression and anxiety.

Healing is an uneven process. In this second book, Baek's sessions intensify as her inner conflicts become more complex and challenging. Through her dialogues with her psychiatrist and reflective micro-essays following each session, Baek traces the patterns of her anguish, makes progress, weathers setbacks, and shares the revelatory insights that come just when she has almost given up hope.

I Want to Die but I Still Want to Eat Tteokbokki offers itself to the social media generation as a book to hold close, a friend who knows that grappling with everyday despair is part of a lifelong journey.

“In her distinctive voice, a noted South Korean author explores the roots of her mental illness and struggles toward a healthier life . . . Baek's journey through the dark forest of depression is sometimes painful but ultimately revelatory and inspiring.” —Kirkus Reviews

“Sehee's admirable commitment to showing her 'deepest inner wounds' will resonate with readers struggling to unpack their own mental health issues.” —Publishers Weekly

“Ruminative . . . [Sehee is] especially interrogative of her own relationship to her body, confronting binary judgments . . . she's long endured, the damage internalized as self-condemnations of being 'insignificant, worthless.' . . . 'I want to keep learning about myself and finding the best user manual for my life.' Wise advice for all” —Booklist

“Be sure to check out this sequel which is just as heartfelt, vulnerable and insightful as her first internationally acclaimed bestselling South Korean memoir.” —Ms Magazine

“Ultimately hopeful. Through chronicling the therapeutic process, [Sehee's] self-awareness increases, and she gains the strength to put into place the building blocks of healing . . . a reminder that even the smallest steps toward self-awareness can be a triumph.” —Shelf Awareness

“Honest and authentic throughout . . . A sincere attempt at self-discovery that will resonate with young people who suffer from similar forms of depression and anxiety” —Library Journal on I WANT TO DIE BUT I WANT TO EAT TTEOKBOKKI

“Candid . . . heartfelt . . . Sehee's mission to normalize conversation about mental illness is an admirable one.” —Publishers Weekly on I WANT TO DIE BUT I WANT TO EAT TTEOKBOKKI

“A testament to the gradual nature of therapy's cumulative healing effects, I Want to Die should resonate with anyone who eagerly transcribes every nugget of advice they get.” —Buzzfeed on I WANT TO DIE BUT I WANT TO EAT TTEOKBOKKI

“Earnest . . . clever . . . [Baek Sehee] uses months of (real) transcripts from her therapy sessions to explore her own depression and anxiety, always tiptoeing toward something like self-awareness.” —Chicago Tribune on I WANT TO DIE BUT I WANT TO EAT TTEOKBOKKI

“An eye-opening view into a person's most vulnerable moments in a new way.” —Cosmopolitan on I WANT TO DIE BUT I WANT TO EAT TTEOKBOKKI

“With candor and humor, Baek offers readers and herself resonant moments of empathy.” —Booklist on I WANT TO DIE BUT I WANT TO EAT TTEOKBOKKI

“For readers feeling a little icy around the edges, [Sehee's] memoir promises to defrost.” —Wired.com on I WANT TO DIE BUT I WANT TO EAT TTEOKBOKKI

“[I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki] is a therapeutic salve . . . Sehee's memoir is a connective tissue for all of us looking for a silver lining.” —PopSugar on I WANT TO DIE BUT I WANT TO EAT TTEOKBOKKI

“Compelling . . . there is a fascination being inside the counseling room with [Sehee]. We feel we are a party to a sacred realm and find ourselves drawn to her testimony; mesmerized by her ability to keep thwarting herself from getting better. And we want her to get better.” —Books & Film Globe on I WANT TO DIE BUT I WANT TO EAT TTEOKBOKKI

“If you've ever felt exhausted and anxious by performing well-being, this is a book for you.” —Ms. Magazine on I WANT TO DIE BUT I WANT TO EAT TTEOKBOKKI

“This book will comfort anyone who's ever been depressed, anxious, or just frustrated with themselves.” —Real Simple on I WANT TO DIE BUT I WANT TO EAT TTEOKBOKKI

“Baek Sehee ingeniously combines elements of memoir and self-help . . . She offers an intimate look into one patient's experience in therapy and her own analysis of and takeaways from those sessions . . . Everyone is just trying to be as okay as possible, after all-and seeing Sehee's processing of that in I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki is sure to make readers feel a little less alone in their own attempts.” —Shelf Awareness on I WANT TO DIE BUT I WANT TO EAT TTEOKBOKKI